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    Sunday, January 8th, 2006
    6:38 pm
    Getting Ready For School!!!!
    Not for me. For Doug. I'm jealous and happy at the same time. I wish I was going back to school. I think I'm more excited than Doug. We had to get his clothes ready. I'm having more fun with this than he is, I think. I think after his first couple of days he'll ease up and start to enjoy it a little more.

    See I've done the college thing already. I know how fun it CAN be. I hope I help him make it as fun as possible. Plus college will get him talking to people around his age, not that I'm a dinosaur or anything. Help him make some friends outside of 'our' friends, give him a little more sense of self.

    So, tomorrow is the first day of college for Doug (and me)!

    I love you DOUG and I will help you as much as I can.

    JL/DG

    IWAML

    Current Mood: excited
    Thursday, January 5th, 2006
    4:43 am
    Pride
    So have you ever been sooo proud of someone but not know how to let them know how proud you are?

    DOUG IS IN COLLEGE!!!!

    Congratulations!!!!

    I love you!!!

    I'm here for you!!!

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Thursday, December 15th, 2005
    2:01 am
    The Reason I Hate Chat Rooms
    I hate chat rooms... I went into an old chat room that I used to talk to friends in and got harrassed by this guy that just started being nasty to me for no reason.

    Anyways...

    Doug is still sick. He's been running a fever. Up and Down now for 3 days. He's got to get over this soon.

    I talked to my old friend Rick tonight. He says he's quit all the hard drugs he used to do. I hope he has.

    Alright got to go make Doug some Hooch and Honey.

    IAML....

    Josh


    JL/DG

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Friday, December 9th, 2005
    7:11 pm
    Grumpy!
    You ever wake up in a really good mood and think "today is gonna be a good day." and then your partner, you find out is grumpy? kinda puts a stick in the mud for the remainder of your day doesn't it?

    And when you ask what's wrong... they say nothing, but you've known them long enough to know when they walk in the room that they aren't in the best of moods.

    anyway, We did our Christmas Cards today. that's about it. I feel like i'm coming down with a sinus infection. exactly what i don't need.

    well that should satisfy my entry requirement for the day.

    IWAML....

    Current Mood: confused
    1:17 am
    I've started a BLOG!!!
    I've started a BLOG: http://journals.aol.com/josh911rx/LifeasIseeit/
    I've decided that I would use this for personal events in my live but I'm going to use my AOL BLOG as an outlet for my political side. I've seen so many things in this past couple of days/months that made me want to do this. Like Katrina, the Soloman Amendment, airplane shooting, etc, etc, etc.

    SOOOO Live Journal will be my personal outlet and AOL with be my political/current events BLOG.

    Anyways. Everything is the same ole same ole.

    Went and saw the Harry Potter today. If I had it to do again: I wouldn't pay to watch it. It was ok, but I would have waited to see it on DVD.

    That's about it.

    BTW: Thank you DOUG for getting me this site. My new BLOG doesn't mean I won't keep using LiveJournal. I love you!

    Josh

    Current Mood: creative
    Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
    11:35 pm
    just a few days
    It's been just a few days since my last journal entry... and a couple of things have happened... Doug has stood up for me at just the right moment in time... and it has made me do something i never thought was possible... love him even more. I won't go into the specifics but WOW!

    we've been decorating the house for Christmas... It's beautiful... again!

    Kiki's gone up north until tuesday. hope the weather is holding out for her she and caleb have been ill.

    Staci's been working every day since thursday and doesn't have a day off until tuesday... I hate her new schedule.

    Oh talked to Wendell today. he's doing good. he's about to have rf therapy. they think that's what will help his back not hurt sooo much. good luck bubba!

    Jeri-Lynn and her crack head are doing okay. I hear though that she has a problem with doug. she told some people at work that doug is 'supposed' to be her cousin and staci is 'supposed' to be her best friend. apparently jeri thinks that no one wants to hang out with her anymore, since she got married. big whhaaa.... what did you think we meant when we said if you marry him we won't have much to do with you... not because we don't want anything to do with her but we don't like her husband....

    anyways... that what's up...

    iwaml (I will add more later)

    -Josh

    Current Mood: amused
    Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
    12:57 am
    No day but today....
    so, nothing exciting happened today... woke up... got a movie (Mr. & Mrs. Smith)... and a PS2 Game (Celebrity Death Match)

    Reviews: Mr. & Mrs. Smith ***
    Celebrity Death Match *

    Went to Staci's. I had cooked Chili-Beans... Ate too much...
    Watched Commander In Chief ****
    Watched Nip/Tuck **
    Watched The Biggest Loser ****

    Came home... Washed... Let the dogs in... Updated Live Journal...

    And now the GRAND FINALE!!!

    Goodnight... hehehe

    Current Mood: tired
    Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
    3:29 am
    Week In Review
    So let's see... Did I tell you Doug and I went to see one of the greatest movies of all times? I truely believe it will go down in history! RENT!!! I have never seen such an awesome movie... I laughed, I related, I cried!!! I have always loved the musical, matter-of-fact: I have memorized all the songs. But, when I saw it on the screen, everything changed... I have a face to go with the name. I fell in love with the characters.

    The movie kinda made me appreciate what I have allot more. I'm drug free... I'm HIV NEGATIVE. I have a great group of friends. My family is always there for me. I live in a house that I don't have to worry about. I have a source of stable income. I have 2 cars. I have a WONDERFULL HUSBAND, who lays beside me every night and wakes me every day. I don't have to worry about where my next meal may come from.

    I guess it's kinda ironic that we watched RENT the night before Thanksgiving. Made me really thankfull for the things I have.

    The movie made me think of my friends past and present that have HIV, living and dead alike. I thought about the hardache and pain they endured. It also made me think about the world at the time that Rent was written and how much has changed and the advances that have been made in the HIV/AIDS studies. It also made me think about what litte has been done. I thought about the way when the virus was first discovered and how grim the outlook was. And, how society viewed HIV. I never really thought about RENT as an educational musical, but at the time it was ahead of the world. Teaching the different ways they each contracted the virus.

    Anyway... 525,600 minutes...

    Current Mood: nostalgic
    Monday, November 21st, 2005
    5:16 pm
    In Trouble....
    So my husband, Doug1124, has been grumpy at me. I haven't updated my live journal. I had some password problems and I'll be dog gone if I didn't remember it until today! Yay!!!

    So, Let's see since I've last made and entry, I've had surgery again. For those of you who don't know, I was injured at work. A devastating back injury and this is my second surgery.

    An awesome thing happened this time tough... I met a doctor, Dr. Choski, at Pee Dee Orthopedic at McLeod Medical Center in Florence, South Carolina. He is awesome! He looked at my back and said "I can fix this!" And (knock-on-wood) so far, so good.

    I did something the other day that I haven't done in a while: I ran! Just for a couple of feet but I've been unable to run for 4 years or more now.

    Because I couldn't run... I have gained all of my weight back... from 198 to 289! That really pisses me off but, now maybe, just maybe I can start to lose weight.

    Doug and I are doing GREAT! Recently we have gone to Disney On Ice: 100 Year of Celebration, twice!!!
    Once in Florence and once in North Charleston.

    The first time we went it was just he and I and I was awesome. We sat rink side on the ice.

    The next time we went we took Nikki, and our friend Kiki (the girl upstairs) and her son went with us. We had a blast.

    Things are looking better, I hope it stays that way.

    Hey Doug, I MADE AN ENTRY!!! I LOVE YOU!

    Until next time!

    Out like a strobe...

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: RENT!!!
    Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
    12:26 pm
    Being Slack!!!
    Ok... so i've been a little slack with my live journal... now that i'm back on the internet... i hope not to be that slack anymore.... i don't even know where to start....

    i still love doug....

    that's a good place....

    we've moved to florence... go to beach almost every weekend...

    i'm recovering from surgery pretty good....

    someone stole my bike from our front porch....

    other than that things are going well...

    couldn't have made the move with out my hubby....

    anyway... tty... bye... for now...

    -J
    Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
    4:43 pm
    Moving Day!!
    So we are finally done with all the moving. all is good with me and doug and the new place. i am new to this area so its like a whole new world for me. so i got alot of learning to do about this area to learn my way around. anyways i just thought i would do a lil touch base and all and when i have more time i will do a bigger journal entry.
    Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
    9:21 pm
    Yay
    Mindie came and visited Doug and I last night... I haven't seen her since my surgery... We had a real good time... Doug hated to go to work today... partly because I don't work and I think partly because he wanted to visit with Mindie longer... She loves him....

    It's real important for Mindie to like Doug and vice-versa.... My best female friend and my best male friend (and my lover, my life, my everything) have to be able to get along....

    Anyways....

    Things are really coming together for Doug and I... We're decorating a little more every week... So far we have added a couple of light fixtures... got a table... some cheap chairs that I made slip covers for then Doug (we) changed our minds about the fabric... I didn't mind really... my husband's happiness means allot to me...

    Anyway.....

    Ralphie is about to celebrate his 3 month old birthday.... Yay!!! he's so cute... a little bit of a handfull but we love him none-the-less...

    We're thinking of getting another one soon...

    I'll add more later....

    I LOVE DOUG-E!!! Always and forever...
    Sunday, February 15th, 2004
    2:44 pm
    Guess What?
    I got a phone... and more importantly that means internet access!!! you don't know how glad I am that I have internet access!!!

    Anyway now that I can get on the internet, I'll start updating my journal now...

    Talk to you later tonight...


    JL DG 4 Ever
    Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
    7:55 pm
    Still no internet at home
    I still haven't gotten my phone connected... i'm at the library right now... just wanted to say that everything is going well with me and Doug.... we adopted a son... his name is Ralphy.... I'll post a pic when I get hooked up at home...

    Joshua Leo Littleton Loves Douglas Edward Graves
    Always and Forever...
    Sunday, February 1st, 2004
    5:17 pm
    To Keep My Journal Active
    Well it's like this... We've (Doug and I have moved into our own place and haven't gotten a phone yet other than our cell.

    Anyway... I've had my surgery. It went okay.

    Doug and I are doing well and it gets better everyday. We just moved his furniture up from Dillon. His cousin Matt helped. Anyways... I'll try to add more when I get a phone in the new apartment... Until then....

    Joshua L. Littleton Loves Douglas E. Graves!!!!
    Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
    11:06 am
    My first entry...
    So finally i get my own journal on livejournal. i been waiting so long to do this and finally somehow my husband gets me one. anyways a lil about me.....i live in cayce sc and i am happily married to a wonderful guy named Doug. we have been together going on a little over 3months. its getting better and better everyday. though we do have our ups and downs. but what relationship doesnt come with ups and downs. unless its perfect and in all honesty nothing is that perfect. also i am a paramedic and have been forever and a day now. although at the time i am out with a back injury. just recently i have had back surgery to fix this injury. what sucks is i am not sure if i will be able to return to my old job which i miss soooooooooooooo much. at the time i am recovering from the surgery very well and i continue to keep recovering very well. just a little pain here and that but that comes with having the surgery. but with my husband by my side i will get through all this just fine. i love him dearly and plan to for the rest of my life. well just thought i would share a little about me being this is my first journal entry.

    <3 <3 I LOVE DOUGLAS GRAVES A/F <3 <3
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